Look, what Im gonna say here is just what I feel.
I don't know if you'll read it or not, but anyway here goes.
What you've said really really hurt me a lot.
I didn't know I left you an impression that I was that kind of girl, a girl who is not trustworthy.
Without finding out the facts you assume it was me and the fact is they knew about you two long before I do. It really hurts when a bad thing happens and then the first person that comes to your mind is me. Being agitated n stressed over multiple stuff doesn't give you the right to 'poke' me.
About the 'hand' thing, yes you were hitting him, but you were laughing too. so you gave me that impression that it was a joke. If the hand thing was not suppose to be let out and I did, I apologized.
Buying the present for 'him'? If I know you were going to use the stuff that I tell you to 'poke' me, then maybe I shouldn't tell you anything anymore.
For the pictures on FB, I've already deleted them. [In case you don't know]

• I get the best feeling in the world, when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second that I crossed your mind.
• I don't know where I stand with you and I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is everytime I think of you, all I wanna do is be with you.
• Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me..the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.
• He is so confusing..the things he says to me makes me believe that he really does like me, & then some other things he says makes me believe that, I am just a girl who never crosses his mind.
• Sometimes the smallest things in life are the hardest to do. Like clicking on his screename and just saying hey.
• For some strange reason I still like you even after all you put me through.
• Promises mean everything but once they are broken, sorry means nothing.
• Don't you love how every girls profile is about that one guy & yet he never knows that every word is about him.
• I'm 99% sure he doesn't like me, but its the 1% that keeps me hanging on
• I know you well enough to know you'll never love me.
• I Love you-don't ever question that.
  

Date : Monday, July 6, 2009
Time : 12:52 AM