Simplicity.

PRISCILLA'S BLABBERS.

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What should I do?

Argh!

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I keep giving because I've so much to give but nobody seems to appreciate it or see it :(

I feel so invisible ?

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It's just Love. No biggie.

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Super cranky the whole day :(

because lack of sleep.

shizz! spoil my entire day.

Need to sleep early!!!

MUST!

Singapore is so small. Everyone is some how link to one another

I don't really care anymore.

Love is not love until love’s vulnerable.

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The past can hurt.
But, you can either run from it
or, learn from it

What.am.I.waiting.for?

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I'll always be there whenever, wherever you

need me babe :)

Why do I always give people the wrong impression ?
Hmm..

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Celebrated Del's birthday @ zouk :)
Had lots of fun!
Being a club virgin (yes, it's my first time)
I think I rather prefer pubs to clubs.
At least can drink and chill at the same time:)
while the club is super packed and can't even move. Lols
anyways met the two bum bums @ clarkquay
for supper (bei bei mian) ard 230
On the way to rawra's house for a sleepover:)

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The pain. It hurts so bad.
I'm tired, tired of all the longing and the hurt
But I'll keep hanging on even if nothing comes out of it.
I'm 99% sure that he doesn't like me but it's that 1% that keeps me hanging on.

That awful feeling has come back. It's indescribable.
I miss you like f**ked. Do you know that?
It's that bad.
Even If you're right infront of me, I still miss you.
If you think it's impossible then you're wrong.
You never left my mind, not even for a day.
Somethings are just beyond our control and the
Feelings I have for you is that 'thing'.

'iloveyou' means so much because its says everything,
Even things which I don't wanna say.
So iloveyou, _______.

Sometimes, I don't really know if I should post
stuffs about you. It's just that I wanna express my
emotions instead of keeping it inside of me since I don't
have the courage to tell you, unless if you ask. Other times
I just don't know if I've done the right thing and after a while, I'll
just delete the post which I've written abt you.

I really don't wanna have anymore regrets.

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Met Angele @ Sakae for dinner :)

Cos she was craving for it!

Well, who can resist sushi!!! :D

Had berry lite for dessert

but I still prefer Frolick's yogurt.

Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest,

hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

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Shizz! The past keeps haunting me!!!
I really really really wanna forget abt it.
It's making me so...argh!
I hate hate the past! :(
Something or someone will remind me of it.
No ones knows abt it. No one.
I hate it!

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Doesn't mean I don't meet your expectations
I'm useless or hopeless. I have tried my best
It's just that you don't see it.
You only see the outcome. What about the process?
Getting bad results doesn't mean I've not been studying.
I have ! I have been putting in a lot of effort, trying my best but you failed to
see this part.
Stop comparing me with other people. I'm not them.
All I need is some encouraging words from you. It's that so hard?
When my mum borrows from you money, it's not that she
borrows from you for fun. Don't have to put her down like that.
In your eyes we are just a useless, hopeless family isn't it.
Well, you said it yourself.
I used to respect you alot. I always thought that God gave you to
our family to help us and I really thank Him for that. But as I grow older
and begin to see things differently, things and people start to change.

Well I guess that's God's will for me.
But I know he'll make it even better for me:)

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Am I really that hopeless?
Someone told me that today
and it's someone whom I respect a lot :(
I didn't know I was hopeless in her eyes.
Sigh.

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How long?
Another 4 years, 7 years?
I don't know.
I just wish I don't have to like anybody.
Sometimes I just wish that my heart was made up
of stone. So I don't have to feel anything for anyone.
but I guess I was made for a reason :)
To shower love, care, happiness to others :D
Love cures people — both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it.

From now on, I won't say I will try to let you go or give you up cause I know I won't.
I still L Y.

If you hold back feelings because you’re afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting anyway -unknown

So..might as well hurt all the way.

Although I know that nothing will ever change,
you're still worth the wait.
No matter how long.
It's that something that keeps me hanging on.

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Everytime I see you my heart skips a beat.

Went to eat froggie leg porridge and tau huey last night :)
Although it was just the five of us but it was fun(:
Don't really like organising stuff cos it seems that whenever
I organise something nobody would come :(
Anyways, dragon boating with YMers next week!!!
Excited for it!!

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I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, DUDE! :(
GOSH!

Hiding your feelings just makes it worse, sometimes you just gotta let it out.

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The post at the bottom isn't abt you, really.
It's about someone I care a lot for and he kinda hurt me :(
But all's good.
Love the sinner, hate the sins :)

At night,

I stay up just late enough

until I’m exhausted enough

until I can fall on my bed

and into immediate slumber

Because I can’t stand

to lie in my bed in a dark room

Alone with my thoughts for so many hours

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There's a limit to everything.
Doesn't mean I say nothing I'm alright with it.
I know you're joking but it hurts.
It's not that I cannot take jokes or anything
if I could not take it I would have already blow up
into your face. Would I still jokingly laugh and play
along with you? There's a limit.
Doesn't mean I care for you, you have to take it
for granted. I can don't give a damn but it's you.
So it's a different thing.

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Stuck outside my house-.-
Forgotten to bring keys. Shizz !
Worst of all.... I need to use the toilet!!
Like real bad :(
I'm soo forgetful.
But it's kinda a good thing though
cos normally if I quarrel with others
I would just forget the next day (like really really forget that I had an arguement with them)
and just talk to them,
and they would be like why are you talking to me but aft that
all's good :)
so.. Kind of a good things though.

I CAN let you go but I REFUSE to.

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I feel funny :(

The past keeps haunting me.

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So many things to do
but no friends to do with :(

˙noʎ ǝʌol ʇsnɾ ı ǝsnɐɔǝq
ʎlʇuɐʇɹodɯı ʇsoɯ puɐ ǝɹɐ noʎ oɥʍ ǝɹɐ noʎ 'noʎ ɟo ɥƃnouǝ ʇǝƃ ɹǝʌǝu uɐɔ ı 'ǝɯ uı ʇsǝq ǝɥʇ ʇno ƃuıɹq noʎ 'dn ǝʞɐʍ ı ɹǝʇɟɐ puɐ dǝǝls oʇ oƃ ı ǝɹoɟǝq noʎ ʇnoqɐ ƃuıʞuıɥʇ ǝɯ ʇoƃ noʎ 'ǝɯ ɥʇıʍ uoıʇɐsɹǝʌuoɔ ɐ dǝǝʞ oʇ ʍoɥ ʍouʞ noʎ 'ǝɯıʇ ǝɥʇ ɟo ʇsoɯ ʎddɐɥ ǝɯ ǝʞɐɯ noʎ ǝsnɐɔǝq s,ʇı ǝqʎɐɯ
˙spɹoʍ oʇuı ʇnd ʇ,uɐɔ ı ƃuıɥʇǝɯos ʎllɐǝɹ s,ʇı puɐ 'noʎ ǝʌol ı ʎɥʍ ǝɯ ʞsɐ noʎ

Nothing you say could ever make me love you less.

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Would you like you, if you met you?

Slept like a baby on Sunday :)
It's been a long time since I had a good sleep.
Prolly I was super tired to think of anything else.
If only I could just fall asleep @ will.

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Slept for 2 hours and drag myself out of bed
for Youth Mass.
Father Paul was...cute.
No, not physically or whatsoever
but the things he do or say.
Half the time I was 'reflecting', dint really catch
his homily.
Not much people came though.
But still successful (:

I think I'm gonna Knock Out.

I'm just gonna go with the flow.
Whatever happens, happens
Let go and let God.
Let go and let God.
Let go and let God.
Let go and let God.
Let go and let God.
Let go and let God.

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Who am I ? Really.
I don't even know.
People keep telling me I'm not myself when I'm myself.
When I'm quiet, they say I'm not myself.
When I'm super hyper, they say I'm not myself too.
So what am I suppose to be then?
Ya myself. But I DON'T EVEN KNOW myself.
ahh shizzz.
If only I could bring my personality on MSN
to 'reality' wouldn't it just be great?
I mean just compare on how I act on MSN and when
you see me in person. You just don't feel like you're
talking to the same person, right?
I dunno. Even I feel it's different -shrugz-

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Had great fun today (:
See! I could handle it well (:
Proud of myself

Rough week
but thank God
he gave me friends!
They made my day (:

I wish I could see you tomorrow,
even just for a second.

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LET GO AND LET GOD (:

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Sore eye. ewww!
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I suddenly miss my dad )':
Although I have not been talking to him,
I just miss his presence.
At least I know that he is safe even though he comes
back from work after midnight. But now, nobody
knows where he is, what he's doing, how is he.

I'm afraid.
As much as I like to think positively,
I just can't.
Maybe God wants to tell me that I should
appreciate things before it's too late.
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Just found out that he borrowed from those legal moneylenders
too! $1500 ! I know not that much la but plus the one he borrowed from
the loansharks leh. Who knows how many loansharks or moneylender
he goes to. Sigh.

Ineedyou.

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Awww! Thank you Bs !
Love love the diary and the cross (:

I never wanna see you unhappy.

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I failed @ encouraging/comforting people when they are upset or when they are @ their lowest ): BUT...I'll try my very best to make them happy (: I'll go all the way just to make them feel better again (:

Anyways, was just reading some old chat conversation on MSN. Looking back @ what we have talked about..I wish it was the same again. All those teasing and retardedness. Now it's just so..formal? Hmm I kinda miss all that nonsensical stuff (:

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Why do I always have to be negative
when I can be positive (:
I gotta have faith in whatever I do!

Just be myself (:
Why am I afraid of what
people think of me,
I am who I am. No one can ever
change that.

Urgh! Cramps -.-
why am I always so sleepy during the day
and wide awake at night?

Youmakemesovulnerable.
A simple hello or good night can
make my day (:

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My mind says let go but my heart says a different
thing.

Icantspendadaywithoutthinkingofyou.
Imissyou. Realbad.
Iknowyouhaveseenthismanytimes, Idon'tcare
Imissyou.period.

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Just came back from supper-ing with Angele :)
Okay not just, bout 2 hours ago.
Anyhooos, supposedly to have supper with Ben and Fran
but they forgotten about it :(
Prolly they wanted their alone time together;) hee.

Had a good girls talk with Angele at mac.
Haven't really sat down and talk like that for quite some time now
I'm loving it :D

I hope you had a good day :)
and take care of yourself for me, please?

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I miss and love you more than I did yesterday.

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Joshua: So what kiss would Jesus like on his feet? A dry or a wet kiss?
Me: A French kiss!! -.-
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Joshua: You haven't seen Steph's darkest side yet.
Me: of cos I have seen. She's been my friend since forever.
Joshua: I meant her armpits.
Me: Joshua!!!!! -.-
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To you, it may mean nothing
but to me, it means the world.
Having someone that I can talk to when I
needed someone, really means alot to me.
Thanks for being such a friend :)
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Been thanking a lot of people these few days. haha
Just wanna tell them how much I appreciate them(:

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It's a love hate relationship:(
Althought I hate him but I still love him
one way or another.
Dunno why. Prolly he's my dad that's why.
I still worry about him. Where is he gonna stay?
Will the loanshark ppl find him? Will he get hurt?
All these qns running through my mind.
Anyways, Ben and Fran prayed for me:) I feel
better now:) Having that moment with God during the Virgil thing
was great:D
I pour out everything to Him.

Supper on sat aft service!! It's been a long time since
we had supper :)

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I'm not asking you,
I'm telling you.
You have to!
It's the best way.

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