“Letting go isn’t about giving up. It’s about accepting that there are things that cannot be”
Yeap. It's time to let go now. (Ya that's what you always say, Priscilla.)
Yaaa..but this time for real =) like hardcore!
I feel like a chunk of something had been lifted off my heart or something.
I feel happy..somehow. I don't know why.
After talking to you, I feel much much happier.
Not in a way that 'oh bec. you talk to me y'know, thats why I'm happy'
I mean ya I'm happy that you talk to me but not in that 'i-like-you' way
but in a 'girlfriend way..' (cos I don't really talk much to guys :/)
Like when I talk to you I feel like I'm talking to one of my girlfriends :)
It suddenly just feels very natural when I talk to you? I dunno how to describe that feeling.
It feel that I'm not talking to you in the 'I-like-you' way but the 'I-like-you-as-a-friend' way..
very relaxed, no pressure, no thinking of 'how-should-I-phrase-my-sentences-before-i-type' way..I just say whatever I feel.
OMG! I should just stop describing, I'm making it worst.
Shit! I'm starting to see you as a girl-friend 0_0
Maybe I should see you as a girl-friend and stop seeing you as the guy I like :)
hmm..it should help :) I dunno I'm pretty excited =)
LOLS literally!
As Deb said 'Don't like any one person with your entire heart, it's not worth it unless
you know he's the one. Try spreading your love to other people =)'
I prolly should spread my love. Not say I'm not spreading it now
but I should spread it even more :)
I just realize I have so many smileys on this post :)
This is really a HAPPY post. I hope I can keep it like this for the rest of my posts :)
I nv thought of being with you in the first place, never.
Because I know myself that I'm not ready for a relationship.
I can't even handle my emotions well.
You don't like me then don't lor..I don't really care?
I just wanna see you and like you that's all. Period. Nothing more.
It's the missing, wanting to talk to you that hurts and stuff.
Don't know why only now then I've the courage to type all this aft
I set my mind on letting you go -shrugs-
You're a nice guy, _____ :)
I dunno abt ppl but to me, you're nice, caring, loving, understanding..etc :)(Just don't let it get to your head. lols)
Although you are insensitive and you tend to not let ppl finish speaking sometimes but.. pfttt who doesn't have flaws and I still love you for who you are (as a friend) :)
I shouldn't have doubt you or anything, SHOULDN'T!
I feel so guilty about it :/
But anyways, you're an AWESOME friend to have and I really truely TREASURE and CHERISH you ALOT:)
You're God's gift to me as a friend:)
And I thank God for you :)
and don't worry, I not saying it because I like you.
Even if I don't like you, I will still say it because it comes from the bottom of my heart:)
Whatever I have said, DON'T EVEN DOUBT IT! If you ever doubt it I'll make sure you really get to experience Life aft death :)
伤过，痛过。哭过，笑过。 恨过，爱过。
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Date : Saturday, July 31, 2010 Time : 5:07 AM I need to get my spiritual life back on track!
Okay..fine. It was never on track. Whatever. Anyways, I need to focus more on God, communicate with Him, spent quiet time with Him..etc. I may go to church but I don't listen to the homily and all. I'm guilty of it, I admit. I have to do what I've to do. Spend time with God. Set my focus on Him. No distractions, nothing:) I've started to read a book called 'The power of a praying woman'. Basically, is to teach me how to pray for myself, how to draw closer to God, know his plans and purpose for my life, how to receive comfort, help and strength for everyday:) Just started reading, so can't say much abt it -shrugz- :D
Date : Time : 1:05 AM Pris's moment:
I’m not gonna stress over you anymore, I’m done. It’s not worth it. I’m not trying to say I don’t want you in my life, because I definitely do. All I’m saying is that I’m done chasing after you :)
Date : Friday, July 30, 2010 Time : 2:12 AM Ahhhhhhh sheeez!
I can't stop laughing! It's like 2am plus and I'm laughing like crazy over the slightest thing! ahh..must be that moodswing! Has to be! Whatever. NO! After laughing comes breakdown! noooooooooooooooooooo! I will start to think of things which I'm not suppose to think of and cry!!!! noooooooooooooo! Better sleep now, so I can cry in my sleep. At least it's better! I'm not making any sense right now. I fell in love with our friendship.
Date : Thursday, July 29, 2010 Time : 11:15 PM "A speaker started off his speech by holding up a $100 bill and asked, "Who wants this $100?" Hands started going up. He crumpled the bill, dropped it to the floor, ground it with his shoe and picked it up. With crumpled and dirty bill, he asked, "Now, who still wants this?" Everyone still raised their hands. "MY FRIENDS, LET THIS BE A LESSON. OTHERS MAY TRAMPLE UPON YOU, BUT THEY CAN NEVER DIMINISH YOUR TRUE VALUE AS LONG AS YOU ARE WHOLE AND STEADFAST IN YOUR BELIEFS."
Date : Wednesday, July 28, 2010 Time : 11:12 PM Disgustingly cute! She got a shock while she's sleeping. I think I might have extrasensory perception 0_o
Date : Tuesday, July 27, 2010 Time : 2:21 AM
Date : Monday, July 26, 2010 Time : 1:33 AM Pris's moment:
I don't wanna believe it's true :( I don't wanna even doubt you! Who are you? I don't even know whether it is the real you or not Do you even know your lies are exposed? Please don't lie if you're not a good liar. Am I not even worthy to know the smallest truth? I clearly know you're lying through your freaking teeth when you talk to me, but I choose not to say it cos I still cherish this friendship alot and dunno why, still believe in you. You end up hurting people even more. Stop playing with me you FUCKING bastard! ughhh! I'm freaking confuse! I'm having 2nd thoughts abt you now. How would you like it if I messed around with your feelings or manipulate your emotions. How would you like it if I lead you on, just to play with you and leave you in the end just to let you suffer. How would you feel?
Date : Sunday, July 25, 2010 Time : 8:27 PM Urgh!! I feel my nose is going to drop off anytime soon.
------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yes, I trust her and told her everything. but I should not have listen to her. I take back what I've said abt 'Whatever she said to me abt him, it's true' After thinking abt it, it's not true!! I listened because I want to get over him quickly . That's one of the way but its wrong (duh!) I just dont wanna have the wrong impression of him, believing what others say and not seeing it for myself. I KNOW he's not that type of person, I just know it and I hope I'm right. I shouldn't have listen. I hope it's not too late. I wish you didn't have to be so much of a sweet talker, I hate falling for every word & end up getting hurt anyways.
Date : Time : 5:09 AM "We must be willing to see things as they are, rather than as we hope, wish or expect them to be"
Date : Saturday, July 24, 2010 Time : 12:22 AM  Surprise message from SweeHong :D So sweet of him :)
Date : Friday, July 23, 2010 Time : 6:46 PM  AWWWW!Ellen Degeneres and Portia De Rossi :) One couple I admire most :) Ya, ya yes, I admire lesbian couple..so? It's still love be it boy-girl, girl-girl, boy-boy relationship :D Video made me teared :'(
Date : Time : 2:01 PM Don't bother apologizing. Your apologies are never sincere. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sometimes giving up is the best thing to do. Everybody always tells you giving up is weak. That it is the wrong thing to do, no matter what. But sometimes giving up is the best thing to do. Sometimes you need to give up something to get something better. Sometimes you have to give up something that makes you unhappy, to get happy. It takes a lot of courage to give up something you feel you should do, or everybody else thinks you should do, but that doesn´t make you happy. It takes a lot of courage to admit that you can’t do something, that it is not within your capabilities. Giving up can be weak, but it can also be brave. I know there are a lot of people out there who wish they could travel the world, who wish they could have that awesome job or who wish they could be an artist. The truth is that most people do not get what they want, because they are too scared to give up what they have. They are scared to quit their jobs or their school. Giving something up means that you have to start something new and that is scary. You could fail, you could fall flat on your face. You might even regret giving up. That’s life. Chance is, however, that you get what you want. You could travel the world, get that amazing job, be an artist, or whatever it is that you want to be. But even if you fail, you get something in return for your bravery. You don´t have to ask yourself: “What would have happened if I would have had the courage? What if?” So work hard at what you want, don’t quit if it gets hard, if you know that it is what you want. But if you feel you are in the wrong place, doing the wrong thing, working hard to get something you don’t want to have, have the courage to give up.
Date : Time : 1:48 AM I think I have this six sense thing going on or is it some kind of instinct?
It's accurate most of the time and sometimes it scares me:/ it's just weird. “At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.”
Date : Thursday, July 22, 2010 Time : 3:31 AM Survey post, so don't bother reading it.
Warn you first ah 1) Who was your last text from? #Lemme see. Rawra. 2) Where was your default picture taken? #Siglap bus stop 3)Your relationship status? #Single 4)Have you ever lost a close friend? #Not really close but close but not really close friend :( 5)What is your current mood? #Bored.. is it even a mood? I think so, no wait.. 6)How many siblings do you have? #eh..half-sister and half brother..but more towards the sister side... 7)What is your brother(s)/sister(s) names? #Gabriel(la) 8)Where do you wish you were right now? #In dreamland... 9)Have a crazy side? #you betcha. especially when I have sugar rush and its in the night. wah! 10)Ever had a near death experience? #nah..does a paper cut count? :) 11)Something you do a lot? # I'm good in bed.... I sleep alot. Although I have insomnia, but when I sleep, you'll never be able to wake me up. muahahaah 12)Angry at anyone? #hmmm. nah..Waste of my precious energy. 13)When was the last time you cried? #cant remember. I teared on saturday only 14)Is there anyone you would do anything for? #Prolly my friends? Depends whether it's possible or not la. Dont be so stupid and ask me take the stars for you cos i would smack you on the head. 15)What do you think about when you are falling asleep? #Many many things. MANY MANY MANY.....Many..MANY THINGS. 16)Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? #My dearest mother. 17)What is your favorite song? #No fav. Cos its ever changing. 18)What are you doing right now? #watching some variety show and doing this (doh!) 19)Who do you trust right now? #Some Certain people :/ 20)Who is your friend that lives closest to you? #jazzy :) 21)Describe your life in one word? #ehhhhhh. 22)Who are you thinking of right now? #haahaha you la. yes, you. infront of the monitor/screen 23)What should you be doing right now? #snoring away...zzzzz 24)What are you listening to? #some tv songs.. 25)Who was the last person who gave you a hug? #Angele > 26)Who was the last person who yelled at you? #Who dares yell at me?!! that person never die before is it?! huh!! no la jkjk. Cant remember. oh ya my dad which is like 4356765787+3456475787 months ago. 27)Do you act differently around the person you like? #hahahahahahahahahaha. yes but trying not to. 28)What is your natural hair colour? #bangala's colour 29)Who was the last person to make you laugh? #Shanice. aww! she's a happy baby :) 30)Who was the last person to make you sad? #cant remember la 31)What do you here? #what do i do here? *scratch head, flick's dandruff, found lice and eat it, digs gold in nose, found nothing, do the same thing over and over again* Well nothing. 32)Do you have a best friend? #No best friends, only close friends. aiyah all my friends are my bestfriends :) 33)Do you use smiley faces on the computer? # yeap but i hate the msn smiley. so ugly i prefer this. :) simple and nice 34) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? #yeap. In a car when I was younger and in the bus when in secondary school :P but only on double decker buses and obviously when the coast is clear :P 35)Are you happy with life right now? #Wellz whatever happen happens. Sometimes up and sometimes down. 36)Are you currently jealous? #Not at the moment :/ 37)Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now? #Yes chael. I'm not angry at you, just disappointed. 38)What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? #Chest pain :p 39)What is your motto? #I have alot of motto. depends. 40)Do you sleep with stuffed animals? #YES! I'm a sucker for cutee stuff! 41)Do you like your handwriting? #Used to but...not now. So I'm like changing here and there. 42)Do you have any pets? #My baby miniature pincher :D 43)The last thing you ate? #Chicken wings:) 44)Who made you smile? #This survey. When I was reading Qns 22. 45)Where is your dad? #Somewhere in Singapore. I don't even know :( 46)What is your favorite thing in your room? #No preferences 47)Celebrity crush? #None. It's still ever changing :) 48)Meaning of Life? #lemme see what it says in the dictionary...wah too long. Go look it up yourself. 49)Have you ever fallen in love? #:/ 50)Do people under estimate you? #Maybe.
Date : Time : 2:17 AM 
Date : Wednesday, July 21, 2010 Time : 2:25 AM Did a slideshow for the Con 3s :) Not that good though :( Not up to my standard...yet :/ hmmm.
Date : Tuesday, July 20, 2010 Time : 4:36 AM Pris's moment:
There's always gonna be that line between us. Whether aft I told you I like you or in time to come when I don't like you anymore...y'know. WHAT IF all these never happen? We would still be teasing the shit out of each other and no one would know about it except me. Sorry if I act all jealous and all (in some of my post) :/ It's just that my emotions tend to get the better of me and it's a girls thing (Girls get jealous over small things.haha dunno why :/) All I can say is these things are inevitable.
Date : Monday, July 19, 2010 Time : 9:58 PM  I WANT A PANDA FOR A PET :D
Date : Time : 4:40 AM Ahhhhhhh cheeebs!!!!!!!!!!
I took 2 fking hours to do the Con3 slides and it took a sec to destroy everything!!!!! Ahhh!!!!  Moral of the story: Save your work!!!!! --------------------------------------------------------------------- Priscilla's moment: It hurt so bad I cant take it any longer.
Date : Time : 12:13 AM Damn the weather!
Now I've a freaking cold! Yes yes. Blame it on the weather as some of you might say. Whatever. Met Angele for mass and she told me about her trip. Who the hell charge 80 bucks for 2 days one night of food (6 meals a day plus crab and all like those tze cha store and one meal is like 8 dishes or something plus they had BBQ and they cooked for them, don't even have to do it yourself) lodging, tour and transportation to and fro for only 80 bucks. Wah damn hua lor. One day should go..one day. Can't a girl dream a little :) Bloody freaking cold! Shall go snuggle under my blankie :) QOTD: "Good things fall apart so better things can fall together :)"
Date : Sunday, July 18, 2010 Time : 4:52 AM Just came back from supper at Newton food center :)
Went to expo then orchard. We had nothing to do, so Jay's cousin was kind enough to pick us up from orchard when his house is at west coast! :D then we went to kidnap swee at queensway, went to Jay's cousin house, then to rochor for tau huey but...sold out!!! :( so we ended up in Newton food centre. He then had to drive us all the way to Tamp and Paya Lebar and finally back to his house. So we roughly had a tour around Singapore :) I think I'll go 6pm mass tomorrow. Sports meet tomorrow tooo... how to wake up like that?!! QOTD: "Imagination is more important than knowledge."
Date : Saturday, July 17, 2010 Time : 4:14 AM Just watched 'Dear John' finish.
So touching lah. Made me cry my arse off :( Anyways, if you all see a post stating 'priscilla's moment', don't bother reading cos it's just one of my moments (duh!) It's just a post where I sort of rant everything and start to talk rubbish cos I'm confuse and alot of things are going through my mind, those mixed feelings.. And if it's about you, don't take it to heart cos it's just a feeling that I get or something. I don't know. Yeap so if you wanna read it, be my guest. Just don't take it to heart :P Quote of the day: "Don't judge a book by its cover because once you open a book the cover is just a small part of the whole story."
Date : Friday, July 16, 2010 Time : 10:17 PM  Warm fuzzy feeling :D Even if it's just for a second I'm contented :D
Date : Wednesday, July 14, 2010 Time : 10:52 PM   Don't wear yourself out. Take a break if you are tired :) QOTD: Nobody remains a virgin cos life fucks us all
Date : Time : 5:37 AM Urgh! My freaking thighs are still aching!
I dragged my feet when I walk and when I lift them up, they ache like nobody's business. Bending and sitting down was terrible.. If people didn't know it was my aching thighs, they would have thought I had a stick stuck up my ass and it was all thanks to the run on Sunday. But nonetheless, it was a good run since after 73535267353573829287363783829927389273637288 years :) Anyways teo heng aft that was good although it was only the 4 of us (Angele, me, Gho and G.) :) Butt suppose to come but he dua us!! Aiyoh! When Gho sang the song eternity by Robbie Williams, I was 0.0 !! He owns that song man!!!! Anyway, wanted to eat aft that but after being super hungry..I wasn't hungry anymore plus all of them had to work the next day so home sweet home:) Was super cranky that Sunday and the next day. I apologize if I have been nasty towards any of you. While waiting for Gho to finish talking on the phone.. Angele: what are you all waiting for? Me: Gho lor. Apparently guys can't multitask like how girls can (talk on the phone and walk at the same time) G: But I can multitask! Angele and I: cos you're not even a guy! :) And Kas, nobody states that if two persons like each other, they MUST be in a relationship. Some people just like the way things are :) free and easy. Don't feel so 'tied' down. it's better to be single then be in a wrong relationship. Understand, babe ? :) Quote of the day: “The biggest risks in life are the ones you don’t take.” -Mark Fucanana
Date : Monday, July 12, 2010 Time : 11:54 PM To whoever reads my blogg,
Whatever I post on this blog Is just my personal opinion? Don't take it to heart cos after all everyone has a different point of view. People sees things differently. so I write to express how I feel that's all. What I feel may not be what you feel, What I see may not be what you see and What I think it is may not be what you think it is. Cheers :D ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Before I quit school I had 2nd thoughts. Well, since it's only 3 months left might as well just finish it right? But unfortunately or fortunately, my family had some financial difficulties which needs me to work. It was urgent so I couldn't wait til after my Os. But anyways since I could not cope and my family needs help...I had to quit:/ Although I may need to take a longer route in the future, family's first. No matter how hard it is. My mum's the only bread-winner and she has to pay the overdued bills, bring food to the table, clear my father's debt...etc. Sometimes I really salute and respect her alot :D oh wellz pray that I will find a job soon. Maybe immediately :) God first, family second, career third :) that's how it goes for me. I'm no longer afraid to share what's going on in my life whether good or bad cos whatever people think of it, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN. So, don't ask me why I quit school and all cos I got to repeat myself all over again. It's all over the blog :) And Rawra, I'm not always grouchy!! I only look grouchy prolly because my fat cheeks are weighing it down hahahahah! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Actually.. It's a good thing for you to leave. Shouldn't tire yourself out. Its time you need a break :) No more late nights I suppose and waking up early :/ Good for you. Quote of the day: Be who you want and say what you feel, those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
Date : Time : 5:13 PM I'm over you, serious, no kidding
Thanks to yesterday. Now You've got what you've wanted. Well done _______, well done. Sometimes the words you say can really hurt people. It doesn't matter if whoever said it, I don't care. But the thing is you. Every single words you say matters and it affects me (To tell the truth la. No point hiding anyways.) It really does. PROLLY you do that to stop me from liking you or something (just saying) or maybe that's the way you are -shrugs- you're right, I don't know you at all, not even a little bit. Anyways, it really doesn't matter anymore. You got what you wanted. You're happy can already :)
Date : Sunday, July 11, 2010 Time : 5:47 AM Sheeeeesh! It's 5.48am and I can't get to sleep :(
Still have to wake up at 9-ish tomorrow/today/whatever. Maybe I shouldn't sleep, otherwise I have problems waking up tomorrow :/ Prolly because my thoughts just won't shut up and let me sleep in peace :P I envy those who can sleep within like 2 mins or something :( K-O !! Prolly go read Xiaxue's blog :D
Date : Saturday, July 10, 2010 Time : 5:09 AM I think I'm back to listening chinese songs again
Uh oh. Last time I would only listen to Chinese songs. Nothing but Chinese songs! okay la just a few English songs here and there but it was really a few. My mum call me a cheena tok tok whenever I listen and sing along. A few years back I then started to listen to English songs. Nothing but English songs. Really, not a single cheena song til recently..so now I think chum chum here and there la. Anyways, I don't even know why am I blogging about this (as usual) Prolly because it's 5.21am and I have no idea what to do. I want to drink cappuccino or ice latte or caramel frap :) !!! (random moment) Sorry but I don't drink kopi O or C or A or B UNLESS I really really really cannot tahan. Call me tatas or whatever. But that doesn't mean I do abalone or whatever falls in category of abalone like lobsters and stuff. ( I just realize it has no link to my kopi paragraph thingy, or does it?) Anyways as long as the foods good, I'm good. Shit! Now I'm craving for bedok 85 ba chor mee, Geylang Tau Huey and smelly tofu, BBQ cheeken wings, hokkien mee....etc! Ahhh! Maybe I should go to sleep and dream about the fooood! Who cares about what people think! (another random moment) Eat first, think later :) Screw all those who says " aiyo, so pui(fat) aready still eat" You think fat people... Okay chubby people no need eat meh Tsk. Fat than fat lor. No biggie. It's only fats :P it keeps us warm on rainy days and we are cuddly too:) haven't you heard BIG is the new BEAUTIFUL! Ever since the talk with Jac I've learnt how to be confident :) no more slouchy back, no more muttering...etc.. And learn how to face the fact Like I'm fat then fat la. I can't change overnight. I can't please everybody. I happy can already. Why must I change/please you. If I spend my life pleasing people, then what's left for me? I have learn to stop being hard on myself too. Although it doesn't happen overnight but I'm willing to give it a go. Turning the negatives into positives :) Self is important, to appreciate this world, to live and to enjoy. I'm not trying to say I'm number one or think about me first or everything is me, me, me or I,I,I. I'm trying to say that I should love myself more or you should love yourself and confidence, positivity would just fall into place. Get what I mean. Oh gosh! I've been bloggin for about 50 mins now and it's time to really sleep :/
Date : Friday, July 9, 2010 Time : 6:33 PM 明知我爱你-龚芝怡 告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定 放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进 不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你 我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫 明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你 我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语 该如何整理 幸福在手里 我恨自己 无能为力 明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你 我假装不在意 反而痛了自己 多痛都可以 不能没有你 只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道我也没关系 告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定 但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进 不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你 我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫 明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你 我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语 该如何整理 幸福在手里 我恨自己 无能为力 明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你 我假装不在意 反而痛了自己 多痛都可以 不能没有你 只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道我也没关系 明知道我爱你 假装不在意 多痛都可以 不能没有你 只想永远永远爱你 你知不知道真的没关系
Date : Thursday, July 8, 2010 Time : 4:54 AM Someone asked me what do I like about him.
So I said I don't have a reason, I just do. If you were to love him/her because of his/her smile, body, eyes or because he/she has the brains... One day when we grow old..we will lose all these. Our teeth will drop, body will be out of shape, our eyes will have wrinkles, our memory will start to fail us... So then, do we stop loving the person? There's no need for a reason to love/like a person. You just do :D _______, Take care ok :D Hope your day went well :)
Date : Wednesday, July 7, 2010 Time : 8:34 PM Wah! I don't know whether I'm stupid, naive
or whatever you want. Who in the hell would believe a person over and over again?! He/she lies to you again and again but you still trust in that person. How many times have I put my trust in you and everytime, just because you think I will forgive you, you break it again. I mean WTF. No matter what you say, I choose to believe you without a doubt even if there's proof that you lied. Should I believe you again? I HATE losing a friend. HATE it. Urgh! I don't understand why I keep trusting people so easily?! Believing every word they say. Haven't I learn my lesson?!
Date : Time : 12:44 AM Cuts and bruises :(
Date : Tuesday, July 6, 2010 Time : 4:22 AM I'm done. I'm doner than done.
I'm gonna say what I feel and F the rest. I'm not gonna care what you think of me, not gonna care what you say about me, not gonna care about the fking awkwardness. I'm just gonna say what I feel because if I don't, I'm gonna regret it. I like you and that's the fact. No matter how I run away from it. The fact that I like you is there. I should have done it a long time ago but I just couldn't. But now that I'm not that awkward ard you..Im gonna say what I feel and really screw the rest. I know that some of my blog posts are contradicting..but sometimes i just feel all confuse. Hopefully, I don't contradict myself after today.
Date : Sunday, July 4, 2010 Time : 1:19 AM Today was awesome :D
Thanks for everything people! :) The cake, the wishes, the hugs, the card, presents especially Y.O.U..your presence is the best birthday gift :)) plus the rest too.. Including the cake smashing session which makes me smell like vomit :) Thank God it's only once a year! Mahjong at Ben's place was kinda fun roughly know how to play la :) Anyways, please please please PLEASE drive carefully especially when 'your wife' is in sort of a bad shape :/ Maybe you have repaired her already..but still. Take it as I'm begging you, please please take care of yourself and drive carefully :) oh ya by the way, you look good with that rolled up sleeve jacket hahah I dunno why...you just do :D
Date : Friday, July 2, 2010 Time : 1:17 AM Why do I have a bad feeling about this?
I hate how my emotions always get the better of me :( Urgh! you're undeniable. I miss you again. period. |
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