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Date : Monday, November 29, 2010 Time : 10:18 PM Priscilla, have the courage to make things right again :)
It's all in your hands. A moment of embrassement or a lifetime of regret? It's all up to you :) For now...how are you?
Date : Sunday, November 28, 2010 Time : 8:34 PM It hurts the most to let go of someone
during the time you love him the most.
Date : Friday, November 26, 2010 Time : 3:46 PM I rather you tease me than not talk to me at all:(
After reading all my posts, I find that this blog is damn contradicting! Haha' Our small or stupid conversations mean more to me than you'll ever know.
Date : Time : 1:14 AM :( my back hurts everytime it rains.
Fell and hurt my spine when I was in sec school :( And now it always hurts like crazy when it rains, especially these few weeks. Can't even sleep properly. Now you know why I keep asking you to see a doc. Oh wells. What the F! Do you know what you even saying?!!!! What?! You want that I'll give you THAT! Irritating! Went to IT fair today:) Helped Angele check out her netbook and went to see my Sony Nex-3!! I want it!!!!! Was freaking pack at like 1pm. Don't this ppl have to work?! Anyways, nothing much -shrugs- Things are still not right:( I wonder how long will it last. Can we just talk things out, please? I really don't want to lose you as a friend:(
Date : Wednesday, November 24, 2010 Time : 10:37 PM Should I change to Tumblr or wordpress?
Wordpress can lock posts. Tumblr..not really suitable for blogging leh. Feel like drinking soup :) & I can't conceal that I miss you.
Date : Tuesday, November 23, 2010 Time : 3:10 AM I think he's mad at me :(
Date : Monday, November 22, 2010 Time : 8:10 PM I've so much to be grateful for :D
Although I may quarrel with my mum and bro, at least Ive a mum and a brother. Some don't even have. Although my job sucks like shit, at least Ive a job:) Although is a one sided love, it's okay :) at least I know what is like to love someone. Although my day is going bad, at least I'm alive :) Etc... And I thank God for that :) Count your blessings instead :D
Date : Sunday, November 21, 2010 Time : 8:37 PM Mentally and emotionally tired.
But after crying, I feel so much better :) He like someone then like la. Like I can control who he likes like that. *rollseyes* Good luck and all the best! :) You don have to like me back, Just let me like you.
Date : Saturday, November 20, 2010 Time : 10:06 AM Whatever it is, Istilllikehimanyways.
Blabbers: I just wanna lay my head down and go to sleep. I feel damn tired. I don't wanna think anymore. Sometimes I have this urge to tell you how I feel and stuff cos keeping it inside of me is damn torturous But, I just wish I had the courage to tell you. -shrugs-
Date : Friday, November 19, 2010 Time : 9:14 PM To whoever is reading this, this is my prayer for you :)
Dear God, this is my friend, whom I love and this prayer is for her/him. Help her/him live her/his life to the fullest. Please promote her/him and cause her/him to excel above her/his expectations. Help her/him to shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her/him at all times, lift her/him up when she/he needs you the most, and let her/him know when she/he walks with you, She/He will always be safe. :) ---------------------------------------------------------------- Morning mass tmr !!!! MUST wake up! MUST!!!!!!
Date : Time : 1:57 AM Suddenly, I woke up tearing
And realize I miss him so bad :'(
Date : Wednesday, November 17, 2010 Time : 11:09 PM A cup of wine before bed.
Now waiting for the wine to kick in :)
Date : Time : 4:24 AM My mind says stop caring cos it's not worth it. On the other hand, my heart says Continue caring cos you know you still care no matter what. So should I or should I not ? Cant my heart and mind just agree on one thing. It's so difficult.
Anyways I'm gonna be like straight forward with you from now on :) it's better this way:) and be as straight forward with me as possible like hardcore straight forward kind of things. Don't need care abt how I feel, just wack only:) But....SOMETIMES I can't bring myself to say the things I want to say to you like straight forwardly...just yet. So I'll write in my blog or Facebook:/ Emo post: These few days I've been hardcore emoing :( keep blaming myself for what has happen :/ can't help it. I feel that this is cause by me la. So much for trusting the wrong person. Luckily I dint tell the person all of it :/ I should like open my eyes big big and see clearly.hmm now I know:) You're harder to let go of than I thought you'd be.
Date : Time : 1:35 AM When I care, I really care la.
As in I'm serious abt it when I say it la. Can't I even joke? Then, next time is just all serious talk. I just tryna make the convo like not so awkward??? Then I get this. Wow. Sorry if I made you angry by saying that. At least I know what to do now :) And I promised i dint tell him anything about you. ------------------------------------------------------------ I'm not perfect. No one is. I've low self-esteem, I'm freaking sensitive, Sometimes I don't think before I speak:/...etc But I'm trying to be the best I can be. I'm still learning, We are all still learning :) I hope this doesn't change the way you all look at me. I can be trusted. I can.
Date : Saturday, November 13, 2010 Time : 1:10 AM Be safe :)
I find myself saying that all the time when he goes wherever. Oh wells.
Date : Thursday, November 11, 2010 Time : 11:39 PM Be safe. Be well
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time~
Date : Monday, November 8, 2010 Time : 4:06 AM Health is important.
Take a risk at anything you want.. just not your health. But in the end..it's your choice after all.
Date : Saturday, November 6, 2010 Time : 1:20 AM Watched The Passion of Christ today.
It is soooo painful to watch luh :'( Damn sad :c sigh. Had bible sharing after mass today but everyone was like so siann. Just not the usual session. Udders after that:)! And a 30 mins walk back from church to home :) I like long walks:) I can walk like no matter how far and still won't get tired :D amazing huh haha Anyways, morning mass tmr and mini sports meet :) excited!! The question is, can I wake up tomorrow or not? Ahhhh I hope :)
Date : Tuesday, November 2, 2010 Time : 3:32 AM These two days I've slept for only 4 hours :(
What's wrong with me? Urghh! Dammit! It was all going well till recently:/ I wanna get a shift job actually. It's 9 per hour + OT + shift allowance at starhub doing customer service, handling/transferring calls:) Although it's at the expense of my health but it's all worth it when I get to Spain/Italy :D Why should I care when you don't even bother.
Date : Monday, November 1, 2010 Time : 1:02 AM Its November!!!!
October has been a rough month for the three of us but it brought us much much closer to one another and I thank God for that:) It's doesnt matter how slow I go as long as I don't stop :) |
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