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Date : Sunday, February 20, 2011 Time : 3:18 AM Actualllly....thinking abt it..
Slience between us wasn't thattt bad :) Listening and singing songs in the car with you was good :) Hmmm. I shouldn't expect more :/ This is good enough :)
Date : Friday, February 18, 2011 Time : 11:31 PM I don't talk to you often because I don't wanna seem
too clingy. Not that I don't bother to make an effort or anything. I'm not as confident as you. I've my insecurities. Honestly, I feel so low when I'm with you or talking to you. I feel that I'm not good enough. Yeah and it's the fact. Not that I'm emo or whatsoever. Thats how I feel. I mean I wish I can be super thick skin and confident. Who doesnt? Prolly tell the world that I like you openly and don't care what others think.
Date : Time : 1:17 AM I can admit anything and everything
but when it comes to you, I can't. No matter what. I've tried but I really can't bring myself to admit that things cannot be. Oh no just now I've this urge to do something stupid! I almost tell him that I miss him alot and the fact that I still like him! I was on his chat box already and all I had to do was press send and our friendship would be uh oh! But thankfully I didnt! Phew!!!!!
Date : Tuesday, February 15, 2011 Time : 3:44 PM People tend to choose what they want to hear, they don't bother whether if it's the truth or not.
They just believe it. They never bother to find out the truth. I used to do that, but now Is one ear in then out the other ear. If I wanna know the truth, I'll ask.
Date : Monday, February 14, 2011 Time : 1:31 AM HappyValentine'sDay!!! :)
Oh no no! I saw him today! :( no no no. We had PnW today and we were suppose to say one thing that we need to do/give up this year. I said I have to face my fears and one of it is facing him cos I know that when I see him, I will like him over again.. as in these two weeks I did not see him and I intend to not see him for a period of time but today I did and I'm back to square one. But Angele reminded me that I needed to face my fears, Face up to my feelings..Stop running away from it. I always tell people avoiding or ignoring things is not a solution but here I'm trying to avoid/ignore it.
Date : Wednesday, February 9, 2011 Time : 1:20 AM I wanna tell him so many things, but
I'm afraid it will change our friendship which I wouldn't want. I like things the way they are now :) ya I know I said it a zillion times. Because I really do. Is just that..there are times when I really miss him alot and I wanna tell him through Facebook or msn personal message but because I'm afraid of miscommunication. Cos honestly I would never dare to pick up my courage to tell him that I miss him alot directly. It's a feeling I can't explain. he doesn't read my blog anymore and it's better. There would be no more miscommunications anymore :) but I dunno how to get to him. I really wanna tell him I miss him :) I don't need an answer or anything. I just want him to know that's all :) but I'm afraid things will never be the same. |
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