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Date : Saturday, October 30, 2010 Time : 2:00 PM It's so annoying when people treat me as their
2nd option.
Date : Thursday, October 28, 2010 Time : 11:25 PM Even though I still like you,
I care for you as a friend. I care for everyone :) hope you see this as a friend way la.. Not like oh she likes me then she cares for me way (just saying) So if I feel naggy or whatsoever, its because I care:)
Date : Tuesday, October 26, 2010 Time : 10:32 PM Wah imagine him in pain..
My heart also pain lor :( I wanna care for him, but I dunno how. When I see him is like, I wanna say something but he like...I dunno leh. So I won't dare to talk to him :( Even on msn, saying a simple hello also need to think twice and I keep deleting whatever I wanna say. So in the end, I dint say anything :(
Date : Time : 2:31 PM He's not the best looking,
he's not the smartest in the world, he can be a jerk sometimes, but for some reason..I don't care.
Date : Time : 12:43 AM Thanksforbeinginmylife, _______. :)
Date : Sunday, October 17, 2010 Time : 11:30 PM This month should be called THE breakup month -.-
I've seen 4 breakups from close friends. And it's really very jia lat :/ I feel hurt for them la. Seeing them crying their hearts out really hurts me la :( I mean I feel hurt for them already, imagine their pain, isn't it worst ! Yikes! But I'm glad I'm there for them:) to lend them a shoulder and a listening ear :D ----------------------------------------------------------- My dad got admitted in hospital :/ cos of something in his brain or something :/ And everytime I hear my mum's phone ring, I just get really scared:( scared it might be the hospital or something. When my mum told me that my dad was in hospital, I said so? I tried to act as if I don't give a damn but I do care. It's just the outside. I don't know. I know I shouldn't depend on you, but I'm afraid.. Talk to me soon ? :)
Date : Saturday, October 16, 2010 Time : 11:00 PM Yes, I admit.. I'm afraid of my future. My studies, my career.
So I'm just taking things slowly, one at a time. Whatever comes, I'll just take it cos nobody knows what's gonna happen..I may be alive this moment but the next moment, I may meet my creator. So I'll leave it up to His hands. Whatever it is I don't wanna think too far. Slow and steady. Alot of ppl might disagree with me but I believe in Him. He knows what's best for me. I know I have to do something about it too and I've been praying about it hoping that he would like give me a sign or something. I can't like just sit back and leave it all to him doing nothing. If I want God to help me then I have to help myself what. You get what I mean? Anyways, it's like complicated :/ Been sleeping like a log since I started work. Like no more insomnia :) cos I'm mad tired to even think about anything but...I admit, you're still on my mind occasionally. Not as bad as last time but okay haha so good improvement lols! Pat on the back, Pris! Is a step closer to letting go :)
Date : Time : 1:42 AM When you love someone, you just do. There are no maybes, no buts, and no whys.
Date : Thursday, October 14, 2010 Time : 1:32 PM It hurts to know that ppl think that I'll ever be that way
Stop saying that I don't know you, when you don't even allow me too! You say nothing about yourself, you don't talk about anything... How do you expect me to know you then huh?! Do I have to keep asking and asking you question? Do you expect me to read your mind or something? Seriously?!
Date : Saturday, October 9, 2010 Time : 7:22 PM Just a super random topic :)
I still remember the very first crush I ever had :) He was in my Catechism class and he had the cutest haircut ever :D Haha prolly that was what attracted me to him lols! I was like primary 3 or 4.. Dunno can't remember :P haha Our class was always separated (boys and girls) so he would sit with the guys and I of cos will sit with the girls la. So I would like secretly look at him hahaha. He looks super innocent la with THAT hair! Who wouldn't like him! Hahah anyway I was young la. Come to think of it I find it funny now but in a good way :) Of cos things started to change la as I grow up But just now when I saw him.. I remembered the times when I liked him.haha it was just funny remembering it. All the little stupid things I've done haha I NEVER talked to him once till now. Wait, now I also nv talked to him. The very first time was when he commented on my status and that was it. Haha so ya We have my own little crushes here and there la until now I still have hahah. Reminisces
Date : Time : 1:05 AM Parents are weird people.
When we don't buy birthday present for them they say why no present. When we buy for them they say why waste money. Aiyo zhen gao bu dong ta men. Anyways I've decided to take up driving since I got a job and my mum keeps asking me to take up driving. Reason : Next time you got family commitment la, job commitment la, all sorts of commitment la wait no time. And I was like...that's your reason?! But anyways driving is a lifeskill kind of thing so why don't I just take up driving lor. Who says learn driving must have car one. If need car Rent lor don't need don't rent lor. 3 days hundred plus nia haha Say like I got alot of money like that haha :P Priscilla's blabbers: Everytime when I realize that you're going overseas, my heart just..I dunno..it's just a funny funny feeling. Very heavy feeling? I dunno. It's like knowing you're not in Singapore that kind of feeling...does this sentence even make any sense to you? Hah. Although I don't see you like often but at least I know you're in Singapore ? Aiya I dunno. Feelings. Why can't I harden my heart?!
Date : Sunday, October 3, 2010 Time : 10:36 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS CHONG!
Went kite flying with YMers at Marina Barrage today! Wasn't that fun though cos not many people went but in the end we still had fun la lols. Steph favourite kite committed suicide :( Rest In Peace Mr Penguin. Work has been pretty stressful for me cos it's the end of the year :(!!! So got alot of closing shit and all. Make me do permanent staff job might as well give me permanent staff pay! You saw me when I was invisible. |
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