argh! I'm so f-up! Sorry but ya.
I hate hate him so bad!
I know I'm not suppose to hate him since he is after all my dad,
but the things he does is unacceptable!
He USED TO borrow money from loan sharks and my mum had to clean
up his shit for him. She took a really long time to clear his debt [cos apparently he was declared bankrupt] so he got no money to pay the freaking loan shark people. Okay, it used to be the past so let bygones be bygones. But recently he borrowed AGAIN!!! Now we are receiving endless telephone calls from them, prolly soon aft that will be paint on our doors AGAIN!, writing on walls AGAIN!
When he wants to borrow money from my mum he goes all nice but when my mum doesn't want to lend him, he goes bonkers! I mean literally!
I don't hate people but dislike and the person I really hate now is someone in my family!
I mean why?!

Am I a horrible person to tell the people who read my blog how horrid he is by posting this post?
I know by reading this post you might think 'he's not THAT horrid'. I have experience it many times, those things he have done to us, it's just that this is a recent thing so I had to post it to vent my anger. I just don't wanna bother people abt my problems. They have their own to handle, don't wanna add to their burden. As much as I want to talk to someone........oh well.

Dear Lord, I know you will make things right again :) I trust in you.