The pain. It hurts so bad.
I'm tired, tired of all the longing and the hurt
But I'll keep hanging on even if nothing comes out of it.
I'm 99% sure that he doesn't like me but it's that 1% that keeps me hanging on. 

That awful feeling has come back. It's indescribable.
I miss you like f**ked. Do you know that?
It's that bad.
Even If you're right infront of me, I still miss you.
If you think it's impossible then you're wrong. 
You never left my mind, not even for a day.
Somethings are just beyond our control and the
Feelings I have for you is that 'thing'.

'iloveyou' means so much because its says everything,
Even things which I don't wanna say.
So iloveyou, _______.

Sometimes, I don't really know if I should post
stuffs about you. It's just that I wanna express my
emotions instead of keeping it inside of me since I don't
have the courage to tell you, unless if you ask. Other times
I just don't know if I've done the right thing and after a while, I'll
just delete the post which I've written abt you.

I really don't wanna have anymore regrets.