Can we talk?
I need you..now :'(
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I told myself I need to be happy everyday
So far so good :)
But..today...
I came across an SMS my dad send to my mum
saying that he's not good, asking her to take good care
of Shanice and all. He also says that he has been sleeping
under void decks and seldom have a chance to bath and
sooner or later the police or hospital will take him away..

I mean I don't know how I should be feeling.
It's like a mixed emotion.
Like I dislike him but at the same time I feel
sad (don't know if that's the right word to use) for him.
When I read the message I cried.
I just wish he would come back home :'(
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You know I'm talking about you.
You know it.

You know I won't call you or text you about my
problems unless you ask. I don't wanna bother
you over the slightest things and plus you are busy.
So..unless you talk to me (that's when I know you are not busy)
I'll talk to you.
Not because I don't wanna talk to you.
It's just that..I don't want you to find me annoying and
what if you're busy and I'm disturbing you..that's why I want others to talk to me first..not only you.
So I'll just talk when your free..
Hope you get what I mean :)
I would love for you to talk to me :D