Why do you make so much sense?:/
anyways, I've tried my best. From the beginning I've asked lots of people to tutor and help me but no matter how they teach me, nothing seems to get into my head. No one force me to study Os, i did it because i wanna get the cert and find a better job. I gave myself a chance but in the end I still can't do it. If I dint even try I wouldn't have thought of taking Os. I would just take my N level cert and rot at home. I've tried. I did. If not I study for fun meh? Haha. It's like people has limits so no matter how much I push myself.. you know. And If I know I can't do it why waste this time and money when I can do something more productive. I'm just taking a step at a time. Maybe you have a diff view. But I know myself, what are my limits, what I can do or cannot.

The ride was great. It wasn't awkward or anything :) I hope everything stays this way :/