I think I'm back to listening chinese songs again
Uh oh.
Last time I would only listen to Chinese songs.
Nothing but Chinese songs! okay la just a few English
songs here and there but it was really a few.
My mum call me a cheena tok tok whenever I listen and sing
along.
A few years back I then started to listen to English songs.
Nothing but English songs. Really, not a single cheena song
til recently..so now I think chum chum here and there la.
Anyways, I don't even know why am I blogging about this (as usual)
Prolly because it's 5.21am and I have no idea what to do.
I want to drink cappuccino or ice latte or caramel frap :) !!! (random moment)
Sorry but I don't drink kopi O or C or A or B UNLESS I really really really
cannot tahan. Call me tatas or whatever.
But that doesn't mean I do abalone or whatever falls in
category of abalone like lobsters and stuff. ( I just realize it has no link to my kopi paragraph thingy, or does it?)
Anyways as long as the foods good, I'm good.
Shit! Now I'm craving for bedok 85 ba chor mee,
Geylang Tau Huey and smelly tofu, BBQ cheeken wings, hokkien mee....etc!
Ahhh! Maybe I should go to sleep and dream about the fooood!
Who cares about what people think! (another random moment)
Eat first, think later :)
Screw all those who says " aiyo, so pui(fat) aready still eat"
You think fat people... Okay chubby people no need eat meh
Tsk. Fat than fat lor. No biggie. It's only fats :P it keeps us warm
on rainy days and we are cuddly too:) haven't you heard
BIG is the new BEAUTIFUL!

Ever since the talk with Jac I've learnt
how to be confident :) no more slouchy back,
no more muttering...etc.. And learn how to face the fact
Like I'm fat then fat la. I can't change overnight.
I can't please everybody. I happy can already. Why
must I change/please you. If I spend my life pleasing people, then
what's left for me?
I have learn to stop being hard on myself too. Although it doesn't
happen overnight but I'm willing to give it a go. Turning the negatives
into positives :) Self is important, to appreciate this world, to live and to
enjoy. I'm not trying to say I'm number one or think about me first or everything
is me, me, me or I,I,I. I'm trying to say that I should love myself more or you should
love yourself and confidence, positivity would just fall into place. Get what I mean.
Oh gosh! I've been bloggin for about 50 mins now and it's time to really sleep :/