“Letting go isn’t about giving up. It’s about accepting that there are things that cannot be”


Yeap. It's time to let go now. (Ya that's what you always say, Priscilla.)
Yaaa..but this time for real =) like hardcore!
I feel like a chunk of something had been lifted off my heart or something.
I feel happy..somehow. I don't know why.

After talking to you, I feel much much happier.
Not in a way that 'oh bec. you talk to me y'know, thats why I'm happy'
I mean ya I'm happy that you talk to me but not in that 'i-like-you' way
but in a 'girlfriend way..' (cos I don't really talk much to guys :/)
Like when I talk to you I feel like I'm talking to one of my girlfriends :)
It suddenly just feels very natural when I talk to you? I dunno how to describe that feeling.
It feel that I'm not talking to you in the 'I-like-you' way but the 'I-like-you-as-a-friend' way..
very relaxed, no pressure, no thinking of 'how-should-I-phrase-my-sentences-before-i-type' way..I just say whatever I feel.
OMG! I should just stop describing, I'm making it worst.
Shit! I'm starting to see you as a girl-friend 0_0
Maybe I should see you as a girl-friend and stop seeing you as the guy I like :)
hmm..it should help :) I dunno I'm pretty excited =)
LOLS literally!

As Deb said 'Don't like any one person with your entire heart, it's not worth it unless
you know he's the one. Try spreading your love to other people =)'
I prolly should spread my love. Not say I'm not spreading it now
but I should spread it even more :)

I just realize I have so many smileys on this post :)
This is really a HAPPY post. I hope I can keep it like this for the rest of my posts :)

I nv thought of being with you in the first place, never.
Because I know myself that I'm not ready for a relationship.
I can't even handle my emotions well.
You don't like me then don't lor..I don't really care?
I just wanna see you and like you that's all. Period. Nothing more.
It's the missing, wanting to talk to you that hurts and stuff.
Don't know why only now then I've the courage to type all this aft
I set my mind on letting you go -shrugs-

You're a nice guy, _____ :)
I dunno abt ppl but to me, you're nice, caring, loving, understanding..etc :)(Just don't let it get to your head. lols)
Although you are insensitive and you tend to not let ppl finish speaking sometimes but.. pfttt who doesn't have flaws and I still love you for who you are (as a friend) :)
I shouldn't have doubt you or anything, SHOULDN'T!
I feel so guilty about it :/
But anyways, you're an AWESOME friend to have and I really truely TREASURE and CHERISH you ALOT:)
You're God's gift to me as a friend:)
And I thank God for you :)
and don't worry, I not saying it because I like you.
Even if I don't like you, I will still say it because it comes from the bottom of my heart:)
Whatever I have said, DON'T EVEN DOUBT IT! If you ever doubt it I'll make sure you really get to experience Life aft death :)


伤过，痛过。哭过，笑过。 恨过，爱过。