PRISCILLA'S BLABBERS.
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Date : Wednesday, September 29, 2010 Time : 10:18 PM I hate you like fuck!
Like father like son! Both of you suck so fucking bad! Both hot tempered like fuck, throw things like fuck, hit ppl with whatever things you can get your hands on...like fuck! We are not your freaking punching bags you bloody mofos!!! Everytime both of your temper act up we are the ones who suffer. Cheebs! One thing after another. Living in the house is such a torture! I Hate hate hate hate it! Why cant our family be like others? Everytime I see a happy family I'll envy them. Why can't we be like that?! If you know what I've gone through you would understand. Home is not where I wanna be at this point of time. I just wanna be in an adoration room. That's the only place I wanna be.
Date : Saturday, September 25, 2010 Time : 5:25 PM Anybody can talk behind my back, you cant.
Anbody can make fun of me, you can't. Anbody can look down on me, you can't. Anybody can call me names, you can't. Just not you.
Date : Time : 12:40 AM Don't make me hate you cos I won't want to.
WTF! I still can stand there and laugh with them! Stand up for yourself la, Priscilla! Can't let people step over you like that! But since you want it this way, you have to face the consequences. Even though it was just for a little while, I'm contented :D That feeling I get when I see you ://///
Date : Tuesday, September 21, 2010 Time : 10:24 PM Good things come to those who wait :D
Finally got what I wanted and it's even better! :) God answers prayers in 3 ways: He says yes & give u what you want. He says no and gives u something better. He says wait and gives u the BEST. I should like prolly OT everyday since I have nothing to do and it's 1.5 times pay :) Excited for this Friday! Church people, pls check your FB event and RSVP asap!! :D Thank you!!
Date : Monday, September 20, 2010 Time : 8:36 PM Why do I feel so jealous?
I don't want to feel this way. It sucks to the max! I know I'm in no position to feel this way but you, her... :( I don't feel like that when you're with anybody.. just you and her. Please don't get the wrong idea of me :/ that I'm a person who's jealous of everything and everyone. I'm not. I guess it's common to get jealous if someone means alot to you. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I had the weirdest dream ever. It felt so funny and so real. haha. It's still on my mind til now when the dream was like yesterday night.
Date : Sunday, September 19, 2010 Time : 11:31 PM  Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. :/ 0_O ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Camp was great as usual. This time wasn't an emotional camp :p But was super tiring although it was just 2 days. I concussed aft I went home. Why do people have to be so mean :( I don't deserve to be treated this way. Doesn't mean I don't say anything, I'm not hurt. I choose not to show it. I know it's a joke but sometimes it can go preeeety far and can hurt a person :/ Surprisingly, without laying a finger on a person, all you have to say something and it just feels like a knife is being stabbed through your heart. It prolly feels worst then hitting you. Amazing.
Date : Monday, September 13, 2010 Time : 11:27 PM Priscilla's blabbers:
& If one day I actually start to matter, please let me know. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Day Eight: Three turn ons. 1. Funny 2. Great with kids and animals :D 3. Broad shoulders and huge manly arms :) hahahaha!
Date : Sunday, September 12, 2010 Time : 11:15 PM Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Picking nose in public. Worst of all eating it. OMG! MAJOR TURNOFF! 2. Armpit hair (if you're wearing sleeveless, for girls only) Guys are normal la. But guys pls don't shave your pits cos it's kind of a turn off too. It just takes your manliness away and something is just missing:/ haha 3. Farting in public. If you know your farts are smelly pls don't do it in public la. I know ppl cannot control la but if it's not so smelly then okay la. Who's fart not smelly one you tell me haha smelly one please go far far. 4. Cannot think already la. All like disgusting ones la...
Date : Saturday, September 11, 2010 Time : 4:45 PM Sigh. I THINK I may have to put off my studies
for another year. After calculating, I don't have much money for studies yet. Dammit la! How now brown cow?
Date : Thursday, September 9, 2010 Time : 11:13 PM Info tech is like at the back of my mind. But not necessary I will take it cos there are other options too. I got quite an interest in it la but not passion definitely. Still contemplating abt it. I really really really don't wanna regret. So have to choose properly.
Some people just take a longer route and I don't think there's anything wrong with that. Doesn't mean I take the longer route Im stupid or slow.
Date : Wednesday, September 8, 2010 Time : 12:22 AM Worried.
Why are you not answering your phone or replying my text! Do you even know I'm like worried to the max! Please text or call me back so I know that you're alright. please! You mean alot to me! Don't do this! arghh! I hate getting all emotional and stuff. Too emotional! But I can't help it! I'm born this way. I can't harden my heart and I won't want to. Today is really a shit day! I don't wanna make anybody angry or anything. Just that I was contemplating whether to go home or go do whatever I have to do. You see, she's my friend and I love her very dearly. What she is going through with her family, I've gone through before. So I know it sucks. And without a friend beside her, it's even worst. You were there when I'm going through it. You sort of understand how much it sucks. I need a friend and so does she. I can't leave her, but I did anyway. I had a choice but I choose to go the other way. I know you don't like indecisive people but I hope you understand why I wanted to take the train, not because of whatever you think it is and stop rolling your eyes, be careful they might drop out! :) If you don't know the truth, don't assume. PRISCILLA'S BLABBERS: You know every word YOU say means a lot to me, right? You know everytime you ask me what's my plan for the future, what am I gonna do, I just say I dunno because I really don't! And it's reallly veery fustrating as it is already cos I dunnno what am I gonna do with my freaking life! And all you can say is " huh you dunno?!" and it sound like "wah this girl doesn't know what to do with her life". Well you sounded like this, like you're putting me down or something. I need encouragement from you. That is what I need. Sometimes I just need someone to listen. You don't have to agree with me. Prolly give me some encouragement, some advices. Not smirks. Like whatever I say you don't take it seriously then what's the point of telling you when all you do is treat it as a joke. If you disagree with me on certain things then just tell me. Dont have to smirk, shake your head then say nothing aft that. well different people have different view on whatever it is. You may think that maybe you did not do it to me at all but that's what I feel from you. Sometimes people see what you don't see. Think whatever you want of me. If I'm this type of person in your mind then forever I will be. If whatever I say has offended you, well, the truth hurts. Rather then pretending that I don't care what you have said which I keep doing. But now I know. You know what, I really want to know what you think of me, as a person and I hope this doesn't spoil our friendship even further. Our friendship is as shit as it is already. Maybe God put you in my life for a reason.
Date : Sunday, September 5, 2010 Time : 6:19 PM Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. God 2. Mother 3. Godmum 4. Friends 5. You
Date : Time : 1:35 AM Why do people keep saying my facebook status so emo?
It's not even emo la. I just took it from either a quote or a song..emo meh? Or sometimes it just relates to how I feel that's all. Not say like oh I'm want to die or whateveryouwant, you know. Anyways, Fran's farewell was great! I hope everyone enjoyed themselves although I've made some changes here and there :/ bad organization. Oh well, we all learn from experience don't we.
Date : Thursday, September 2, 2010 Time : 11:16 PM Day Five: Six things you regret doing.
1. Confess. Although sometimes, I'm glad I did. 2. Eating durian before going out! The burp smell is strong. hahahaha 3. Getting an iphone! 4. I let my Godma down :( 5. Growing out my nails. Now it's hard to do stuff and have to maintain it. 6. Creating a facebook account! haha Now I'm addicted. lols |
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