Worried.
Why are you not answering your phone or replying my text!
Do you even know I'm like worried to the max!
Please text or call me back so I know that you're alright. please!
You mean alot to me! Don't do this! arghh!

I hate getting all emotional and stuff. Too emotional!
But I can't help it! I'm born this way. I can't harden my heart and
I won't want to.

Today is really a shit day!
I don't wanna make anybody angry
or anything. Just that I was contemplating
whether to go home or go do whatever I have to do.
You see, she's my friend and I love her very dearly.
What she is going through with her family, I've gone through
before. So I know it sucks. And without a friend beside her, it's
even worst. You were there when I'm going through it. You sort
of understand how much it sucks. I need a friend and so does she.
I can't leave her, but I did anyway. I had a choice but I choose to
go the other way.
I know you don't like indecisive people but I hope you understand why I
wanted to take the train, not because of whatever you think it is and stop rolling
your eyes, be careful they might drop out! :)
If you don't know the truth, don't assume.

PRISCILLA'S BLABBERS:
You know every word YOU say means a lot to me, right?
You know everytime you ask me what's my plan for the future, what am
I gonna do, I just say I dunno because I really don't! And it's reallly veery
fustrating as it is already cos I dunnno what am I gonna do with my freaking life!
And all you can say is " huh you dunno?!" and it sound like "wah this girl doesn't know what to do with her life". Well you sounded like this, like you're putting me down or something. I need encouragement from you. That is what I need.
Sometimes I just need someone to listen. You don't have to agree with me. Prolly
give me some encouragement, some advices. Not smirks. Like whatever I say you don't take it seriously then what's the point of telling you when all you do is treat it as a joke. If you disagree with me on certain things then just tell me. Dont have to smirk, shake your head then say nothing aft that. well different people have different view on whatever it is. You may think that maybe you did not do it to me at all but that's what I feel from you. Sometimes people see what you don't see.

Think whatever you want of me. If I'm this type of person in your mind then
forever I will be.
If whatever I say has offended you, well, the truth hurts. Rather then pretending that I don't care what you have said which I keep doing. But now I know. You know what, I really want to know what you think of me, as a person and I hope this doesn't spoil our friendship even further. Our friendship is as shit as it is already.

Maybe God put you in my life for a reason.