Yes, I admit.. I'm afraid of my future. My studies, my career.
So I'm just taking things slowly, one at a time. Whatever comes, I'll just take it cos nobody knows what's gonna happen..I may be alive this moment but the next moment, I may meet my creator. So I'll leave it up to His hands. Whatever it is I don't wanna think too far. Slow and steady.
Alot of ppl might disagree with me but I believe in Him. He knows what's best for me.
I know I have to do something about it too and I've been praying about it hoping that he would like give me a sign or something. I can't like just sit back and leave it all to him doing nothing. If I want God to help me then I have to help myself what. You get what I mean?
Anyways, it's like complicated :/

Been sleeping like a log since I started work. Like no more insomnia :) cos I'm mad tired to even think about anything but...I admit, you're still on my mind occasionally. Not as bad as last time but okay haha so good improvement lols! Pat on the back, Pris! Is a step closer to letting go :)