It's 2011. Yes, I said I wanna put it behind me..all this liking thing and start a new year
but I admit, I'm not able to do it. I don't wanna keep fooling myself that I'll be able to let
it go when I have no intention to.
I still like him but I don't have any intention to get into a relationship or whatsoever or for him to like me back.
It's that weird pleasure in liking someone who doesn't likes you back. If not when he told
me that he didnt feel the same way about me..I would have already let him go then. Why bother?
It's that feeling.
When the time is right, I'll let him go gradually (: let it be for now.



The truth is I still care and always will. I’m not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don’t matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I’m always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they’re all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you’re in my heart, you’re there forever.